but i have to share something. and if j you ever read this in the future i apologize and don't take it personally: i cannot, CANNOT watch lost with anyone. ever.
for those of you who know me, which i'm about 1000000% positive is everyone who would ever read this stupid blog, you know that despite selling myself as being "easy going" i actually have a lot of strange "rules" and "quirks". and one of them i have realized is watching lost. i can't watch it with anyone one. i can't watch it if its light out. i can't watch it with the lights on. i can't watch it and be online. i have to be by myself, in a dark room, uninterupted. interestingly i can watch it drunk but to delve into what i can and can do and mostly do drunk may just open pandoras box, and since im pretty drunk right now, lets just not go there.
(ugh side note: weird french vampire girls who live above me and only wear heels ALL THE TIME and only shower and vacuum between the hours of 12 and 5 am will NOT shut the fuck up right now - rage ensues)
anyhoo... my isolation of watch losting (i recognize the slip but thought it was too funny to erase) is not born out anti social behavior but from the fact that for as long as i remember i have watched lost by myself (forgive me gilpin girls i do believe i would watch with you, and v we could as well(ct basement what?!)) but for the last 3 years i have not lived with any watchers. and i watch at night. and i dvr so i can ff thru commercials. whats weird is when i watch i talk to myself, out loud - EVERY EP. but tonight i realized that i can't watch with anyone. esp someone who has never watched before ("TIME TRAVEL?!" um yeah)
this is a very long winded explanation of nothing.
but that was a great ep wasn't it?
i think that that was sawyers mother and the baby delivered was him...
ok off to fucking lose it on my neighbors. au revoir!
